Getting full on emptiness
with every swallow,
I dissolve, and I grow a little less
Hypnotized by the magic crystals
I am mesmerized and fallen
in its dream like state,
Its grandiose scheme of things
Its divinity. invincibility.
The grand perspective of myself
in neon high saturation
reflecting onto all others to see
my mirage of flawlessness
I am numb.
I am significant.
I am queen.
Endlessly grasping for a happiness I cannot keep...
The fictional. The out of reach.