first day at clinic.
another attempt at feeling happy and eating in a normal manner.
morning: few bites of yogurt,water
afternoon:half cup soup
Tonights binge without lax or purging or exercising:
(i hold my breath)
plate of pasta with vegetables
plate of rice,chow mein,
2 cream cheese wong tongs
1 breakfast crossiant
bites of cake
2 herseys kisses.
im scared to death of chocolate and cake and cookies and chips and soda.
cant eat anymore of it
i havent had chocolate in like over a month though,
so i guess having two little kisses wont hurt me right? :/