Back home.

Forget the "Finally" part. Some people say.."FINALLY" back home..

But screw that.

As soon as the car pulled me toward the gates ahead..
those gates which surround the prison,tall
cold and grey
sharp and vindictive
sadistic tipped teeth
I felt your breath on my neck,...melt away..

As soon as my eyes met
into that unwanted romantic embrace
between me and
The Fenced in hell,where I sleep
so unluckily,am I unlucky
I felt your touch blow away..


I hate this place,
where I bathe and eat
I'd run away
If I had just a dime to my name
to you,i'd run
you know It wouldnt be any other way

as soon as I dropped my backpack,
I heard my moans soften until they were gone completely

Suddenly an overcast of dark..
a dead shadow, hovered over my sore soul
warn down body,
and pill scarred throat

as soon as I collapsed into my bed
as soon as reality hinted that I was alone

my craving lips
and aching thighs

I almost cried.


The evil seeped in,so deep that I wanted to yelp
Remembering it was only a second that i was away
forth heaven,you are
even if its just a second long
Now to return to this..

I'm scared that I will soon forget
forget so many pretty things
the warmth that burned inside my chest
the way your fingertips stained my face

I'm scared that I'll forget
the way you look
the way you feel
the way you smell
the way you taste

i'm scared that i'll forget
the cracks and flesh indentations in your hand
the begging silence in your eyes
the forceful weight of your body
the wetness of your mouth
everything and anything,you've ever looked at
with your heart
with your head
Even with that thing in your pants.

to you,i'd give up my name
to you,i'd hand more of my innocence

my aching thighs and craving lips

are you scared that you'll forget?

the way I look?
The way I feel?
The way I smell?
The way I taste?






I'll never forget you.


Youre in me,forever..now.