Saturday, January 10, 2009

I am not numb.

Written on:Monday, April 21, 2008

I'm not numb..

I cant be numb.

No matter how much I feel,break,or go through.. my emotions are still here.I still want so much,I still have this "Strength" to try again.

Strength?or maybe..its weakness.

I'm not sure right now.

all i know is,even though i wish I was numb..I am not.

I'm not numb,and i'm not sure if thats an advantage,or a disadvantage..

forture,or misforture..

an amazing quality...or a loss.

A loss,of no loss of feelings.

that makes complete sense to me,yet at the same doesnt.

why havent I ended up like him,now?at this point..

i should be numb,by this time..

but im not..

nothing could ever make me numb




endless amount of sex with strangers.

(nice try,nick).

It couldn't ever work.

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