Written on:Friday, February 01, 2008
I hate you. You say you love me.. but Its not enough. words mean nothing. fall. I want you to fall so deeply for me Deeper than i have for you. nothing is enough Nothing is real anymore.. I know you don't love me.. I know you don't want me.. I have never heard you speak softly I have never heard sweet words before i cant even imagine them slipping from your mouth comming from your own voice its unreal is that even possible? i'm not sure.. Give into my weak hand feed from my faith can we try this my way? Please? Sometimes I want to give up fuck you hard,but then leave you alone,in the morning walking away from all Ive ever dreamt of all Ive ever planned for us.. You ruined This. you couldnt Fix this.. It never had a chance,dont lie It couldnt ever stand a chance against you you,with your unbreakable ways.. I quiver at the thought of your surrendor.. but if you dare to speak back to me, I overwhelm with hate.. i cant control this, you fill me with rage sometimes i fantasize about breaking you hurting you making you cry Perhaps Just so i can comfort you afterwards.. and fill you with the relief you've never filled me with. Catching Pain from your eyes, i'd swallow it all..despite how poisonous the burn.. you can trust me. so fall. fall for me.. deeply deeper than i have fallen for you deep. |
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