I live to write and create.
I wrote so much on myspace that I have decided to move all my blogs to this account instead.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
So apparently,I'm a sexist immature stupid little girl who needs to grow up.
Written on:Sunday, October 05, 2008
AND REALIZE MORE ABOUT THIS UNIVERSE.
Some Lad Had taken offense to this photo of mine:
The caption is: "In the eyes of a man."
His comment really Inspired me to write this.
I know..when boys are scared and get intimidated.
Before you begin:
If you dont want to read this,no one is making you.
I did NOT tie your hands down to your computer desk,and force your eyes to stay open by taping them up high towards your eye brows with electric tape.
REPEAT: I did not tie your hands down and force your eyes open to read this.
So if you dont want to,gtfo.
if you ARE just reading this to tell me off,release your own personal anger/frustration on me,or try to search for some sort of FLAW or something about this whole bulletin that annoys you,and then later insult me because of it... know that..
1]you are really pathetic and you probably need to schedule an appointment with your local psychologist.
2] I will just block you,because I do not want to associated with anyone of your sort.
I'm allowed to have my own opinions,thoughts,and views.I'm ALSO just as allowed to express these views. if these views OFFEND you in any way,shape of form,then a part of me apologizes, but the other kindly advises you to sort of turn things around,and try to view them differently.
because it is how it is.
The WORLD is how it is.
I show you how this is.. coming from myself.
just like you have the right to as well.
If you cant understand this,then youre just a pussy hiding from yourself.
excuse my french,no offense intended.
Should I censor myself? Should I restrict myself? should I limit myself? JUST FOR YOU?
I am me.
I am not who you want to be.
IF my default photo offends you,then I just think you are unable to comprehend an artistic form of art, a certain feeling or emotion,and you lack respect for others outlooks,beliefs,OR you are just seriously not fucking understanding them correctly.
Its like this:
if a baby cries,what do you do?do you slap it around and tell it to shut the fuck up because it bothers you? no.you kiss it.you hold it. you shush it to sleep,and youre gentle.
So just think of me as a sort of baby.
If I cry,if I hurt..if I bleed..If i feel a certain way about men... what are you going to do to me?
We all have our reasons for how we feel,think,react,and express.
When your dad gets pissed off,and accidentally takes it out on you..its not because hes a heartless asshole who doesnt give a shit about you,or gets off on being the most sadistic malice ever.
Its just probably because he was having a bad day at work,or the boss ticked him off.
we are human,we make mistakes people.
so unless you have been living in the new Barbie & Teresa In The Diamond Castle Movie, then I really think you should wake the fuck up and start to study the human mind more,and how it operates.
(btw: I love you barbie,so if youre out there,i'm your biggest fan,your movies do make me happy. ) :)
You dont know of me. You dont know of my life,of my past,of my present. Dont jump the gun and assume I am here to merely assume,because I am not.
I know of how I feel,and why I feel this way. Its not because I'm a bitch who just woke up oneday and thought.."oh wow this would be fun! why dont I just fucking stereotype the whole male race for the hell of?"
Thats not how the human mind works.
At least mine doesnt.
So the most ethical ...and wholesome fucking..ATTEMPT at a psychological approach..TO a PSYCHOLOGICAL outlook/belief/or feeling..IS not to slap it around with aggression,insult it,or take OFFENSE to it.
its not to shut it up,or make fun of/mock it.
its not TO preach to it,try to change it,or think other wise.
its not to try to make it feel crazy,or pitifully attempt to tell it its wrong.
you dont see fucking therapists mocking their patients or telling them to get the fuck out of their offices and go slit their wrists because they are annoying pieces of worthless shit.